life, love, death and freedom.

1AM

2010-03-16T17:05:12Z

we ~~party~~ study into the AM yow.
your brain screams yes to the bed, and your conscience screams no.
perseverance doesn't go un-noticed, and always pays off in the end.
i'd so like to believe in that right now.
but then again its 1AM, i am getting dillusional, and a ton of work left. tmr sure late for lecture as always.

don't stop make it hot, gotta make my satay hot

2010-03-15T15:01:15Z

school is driving us all up the wall. (Y)
if you're not stressed yet, YOU SHOULD BE!!
8 hour marathon classes, 6 marks below my average and a waffle and coffee for my makedo dinner in school, i survived.
it feels like i'm having an out of body experience at this moment in time, i'm awake but my brain lags. mmm.
i should be getting some work done right now, but i'm trying to recall what i have to do, because i accidently deleted my TO-DO list today. which so happens to be pretty long. i am awesome i know.
have a good one ya'll (:

X.

i'm a sucker for leather, tassles and studs.

2010-03-13T04:12:27Z

MAGALI PASCAL

its done

2010-03-13T02:05:32Z

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind

It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies
keep your feet on the ground
when your head's in the clouds

Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle; bury the castle

So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck 12

Well make sure to build your house brick by boring brick
or the wolves gonna blow it down
keep your feet on the ground
when your head's in the clouds

Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic

If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true

You can see it with your eyes
Or even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah
Go get your shovel
We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
and we'll dig a deep hole

rabbit heart

2010-03-09T09:07:44Z

There is love in your body but you can't hold it in
It pours from your eyes and spills from your skin
The tenderest touch, leaves the darkest of marks, and the kindest of kisses break the hardest of hearts

The hardest of hearts

There is love in your body but you can't get it out
It gets stuck in your head, won't come out of your mouth
Sticks to your tongue and it shows on your face that
The sweetest of words have the bitterest taste

The hardest of hearts

There is love in our bodies and it holds us together
And it pulls us apart when we're holding each other
We all need something to hold in the night
We don't care if it hurts when we're holding too tight

There is love in your body but you can't get it out
It gets stuck in your head, won't come out of your mouth
Sticks to your tongue and it shows on your face that
The sweetest of words have the bitterest taste

dear god, are you here

2010-03-03T10:31:08Z

i;m having one of those moments when i'm fucking stressed and i wish i had paid more attention during lectures, like 50% more.
time to get down to bizzness.

london calling

2010-02-26T16:17:26Z

with my brains fried from today's day at school, i decided to catch burberry's spring/ summer 2010.
its a distant cry from mcqueen i must say, despite both hailing from london.
mcqueen's weaves darkness into his seams, and bailey is just a breath of fresh air encapsulated in that all timely english elegance.
nonetheless christopher bailey is a genius.
i'm not a seamstress / tailor so i don't know what the patterns on his skirts / mini dresses are called but it was a sort of intricate twisted draping which sure as hell can't be ironed. drycleanonly.
loved the final piece especially when he carried that twisted draping onto the classic trench! converted into mini dresses.
I LIKE.
too lazy to load any pictures but you can head to www.burberry.com to check it out.
exquisite.

and . don't go to my friends and try to strike up some conversation about me, like you can't think of anything else to talk about in NTU?

so my textbook says...

2010-02-21T05:59:00Z

T.S Elliot once wrote in the cocktail party

what we know of other people is only our memory of the moments during which we knew them. and they have changed since then........at every meeting we are meeting a stranger

who knew that my NM textbook could be so aptly philosophical. heh.

i bid thee farewell.

youmakemesmile(:

the choices we make

2010-02-20T16:10:29Z

today was absolutely packed, wedding in the morning and pam's place after.
i <3 weddings! thats when love is the most tangible.
that nice happy feeling threatened to disappear just now, when xl messaged saying he just checked 2219 results.
fate in my dictionary has taken a whole new meaning since uni .
fate is that 5 seconds while your hearts's in your throat waiting for gradebook to load to deliver the grades that could make or break your CAP score. uni is competitive like that. :/

travail

2010-02-19T03:56:51Z

nothing beats waking up to an email inbox full of homework, when school starts on monday. rahhhhh.
travail! travail!

MCQUEEN THE GREAT

2010-02-12T15:03:38Z

couture has lost an icon, pioneer of the renaissance and rebel of the flair.

spring2010

its sheer genius! if i could ever afford those shoes in this lifetime, i'd die happy.
but for now.
RIP ALEXANDER MCQUEEN :(
godspeed.

word.

2010-02-11T07:46:26Z

if you only had 365 days left on earth,
what would you do
what would you say

sit back and savour the moment

2010-02-08T17:01:41Z

i'm watching, as karma unravels you

look ma! i have a GP brain!

2010-02-04T08:45:55Z

i just spent the entire day churning out a news story.
i swear i am never going into the journalistic profession.
this module is making me doubt my language capabilities. seriously.
its excruciating trying to remove the GP mentality, so thoroughly ingrained after 2 years of JC.
i just don't know how to write a proper news story, passive voice? wtf. the style comes across as boring.
i don't know how to do boring.
maybe the examiners made a mistake when they gave me an A for GP.
if i get anything less than a B for this module, god so help me, i am going to be irate.

i have too much work. too much work. too much work. too much work.

drought

2010-02-02T15:00:22Z

reading up on professionalism and ethics for tomorrow's lecture is KILLING ME.
just to be safe, in case i get called on again. i'll make sure not to wear anything bright tomorrow, our row keeps getting called during lectures =/ cos we fans of bright neon colours yow! especially XL and his pink and green shirts.
9 more pages......
GO GO GO!

annoying immobile

2010-01-28T05:53:40Z

as of now i am out for blood. any puerile behavior which you wish to subject me to on msn, by flooding the conversation with unnecessary and repetitive emoticans will not be tolerated at all. the home ground is declared highly hostile.
i am not exactly happy that my knee is currently bendable to an acute 30 degrees. which makes running (not jogging) impossible on my free day, it also has certainly added sloth to my day. added not by thy own accord but by gravity and fucking public transport.

don't mess with the sting

2010-01-27T17:03:36Z

MEDICATED. IMPEDED AND BLEEDING.

for the purest of heart

2010-01-22T15:35:07Z

when something's taken you move on to newer pastures, greener pastures. i am now officially a floater, no longer with a single goal, but with an all encompassing purpose. some are rather amusing and yet they shine, for the purest of heart, that which i cannot contest.
less dense matters aside, the rain sure was good at dampening the spirits this morning. i was wet, cold, hungry and late for school, and some douche bag of an uncle had this annoying cantonese (or some other dialect for that matter) soapy dramatic emo sms ring tone which kept ringing. fucking annoying i tell you. but by mid morning things began to pick up with awesome company and apy staining his i~~mmaculately white~~ shorts. HAHAHA uber funny. and all was je vais bien! i'm craving the green tea ice cream i had on wednesday's escapades with frois.

hard at work with lime. HEHE.

a stitch in time

2010-01-18T17:09:42Z

just got back from shiming's 21st, and probably one of the sweetest surprise birthdays ever. lionel's in a league of his own man, few guys probably can match up. haha! i should be in bed soon, for tomorrow's french class at 10am, but i can't sleep after the tutorial fiasco just now. am in the same tuts as glen, xl and lizzy for some tuts(: , but i'm totally alone for ssa, which is really bad considering all the projects we have to do. and becks didn't get french tut on fri with me. double bummer. and i'm feeling too sian to see if i can change my tutorials so i won;t be lonelygirl90 for 2 tutorials...... maybe i'll just try my luck in the add drop function. other than the lack of cpmpatriots in 2 tutorials, my timetable is pretty much perfect. the balloting system and my matriculation number seem to have an affinity. haha chemistry baby! at least i'm meeting dre again on wed, makes the week more fun! =)
i should hit the sack now. au revoir!

trigger-happy

2010-01-16T05:52:10Z

they say you shouldn't get your hopes too high, lest you fall too hard,
but we'll see.
for now.

=)

midnight architecture

2010-01-12T16:27:15Z

sometimes you wonder whats more important, the exterior or the interior. most of us would like to think of ourselves as deeming the interior more important, but don't kid yourselves, you know that only applies to a very select few. deep down inside exteriors outweigh the interiors. so how do you choose? beautiful interior, not so pleasing exterior. acceptable exterior, terrible interior. in my opinion, i'd like a balance please. terrible interiors don't make the cut.

dreeee's coming to visit tmr, yipeeeee!

got your knickers in a twist?

2010-01-12T06:46:16Z

HAHAHA I LOVE THEM

what the fuck?

2010-01-12T03:08:02Z

you my friend are a total dick.

talk about a rude awakening

2010-01-07T03:39:30Z

its 1130 am and i log into cors. and to my utter horror the bid point is now 301! thats 300 points up from the initial one point. i would like to smack that idiot who bid 2350 points. SERIOUSLY dude?? 2350?! stop elevating the bid points la damnit!
school matters aside, i had an epiphany yesterday. hahahah whilst lying in bed thinking about some things. i'm taking a more holistic approach to life this year, not that it wasn't holistic before but you know, MORE. cos you know its no point gunning for first dibs on something that you know is outta your league. well maybe. i should stick to the original plan.
eye on the prize. eye on the prize.
be seeing rachey, brenda and px tmr! woohoo :)

and so marks my foray into the italian genre

2010-01-05T15:33:20Z

I feel closer to the clouds
I'm touching all the highest leaves
On top of the trees
My desires release
So we let it rain...
On our skin
You're holding my hand
I'm holding your life

all i want is to rock your soul.